Some days I show up to this blank page and I have nothing to say.
Nothing at all.
Then I remember why I show up here, to this page at all.
I am here to bear witness to this experience.
To document what each day since Oct 7th has been for me.
So that I don’t forget.
Because this matters.
All of it.
The big stuff and the more nuanced moments.
I don’t want to forget any of it.
I write so that I can remember and honor this hard-earned experience.
I write to share.
I write to help myself understand – and make sense of.
So, here I am at 9:57 pm.
Finally home, under my covers, in my bed after a very long day on the roads and at the office.
Trying to find a few words that feel true and right in this moment.
This is all I’ve got today.
It’s time for bed now.
Goodnight sweet people.